
My Outing – The Best Experience of My Life ♥
In the meantime, I am even confirmed every day that I am going the right way. Every further step in the direction of Leonie, in the direction of my very own personality, which I have not copied from anywhere, which comes completely out of myself, makes me only happier. Every moment I perceive...

Identity – Questions and Answers
Hello lovelies, I have reordered the questions from my last post, edited some of them and added some more, so that I can answer them step by step in the next posts. I already get goose bumps when I think about finally getting answers to these 10-year-old questions. Because I am not yet aware of...

Identity – Split Ego
Hello dear ones, Today I came across two pictures from December 2018. that reminded me of how torn, sad and depressed I was at the time. These pictures were my way of expressing that I was not able to express myself and my true feelings or even recognize and understand them. There were such...

My new blog ♥
Hello dear ones, I have finally created my own blog and moved all content from tumblr over it. The design is not perfect yet but after days of tinkering I finally want to publish my new site. I love the new design ♥
4 years of self-discovery in 10 minutes

Enjoy, just enjoy.
Hand on heart, who can remember the last time they did something like this so truly, with maximum attention and full passion? To be so completely with oneself and to be in the moment, just to perceive and feel what is happening right now, in just this one moment. A first, unique and last moment,...
Unexpected inspiration
There is one person who has been an unexpected source of inspiration for me for many years. That it is a great actor may hardly surprise, since I am already since childhood a huge film enthusiast. But what may seem unexpected for many, probably even for film connoisseurs like me, will be the name....
Mary – A Legend: Live your Life
Mary just came to my mind again 💖 If I think back even further, then she has already triggered a lot with me with this video, a long time ago, and moved me to think. It still makes me cry today when I watch it. It is still from a time when it was for me only about dressing up, which never gave me...
Coco Chanel
“A girl should be two things:who and what she wants.”Coco Chanel
Another important song
This song has also contributed to my process and means a lot to me. It still hits me emotionally just as it did on the first day. “Look out ‘cause here I comeAnd I’m marching on to the beat I drumI’m not scared to be seenI make no apologies, this is me” ♥...
Changed Sides
I have changed sides, from spectator to doer. It's my turn to be one of those people who were great role models for me, who I always envied for their courage, strength and personality. Who I envied for being able to do what I was not able to do, to come out and show the world who they are. Yet I...